Hedgehog's Dylemma

Phew...
without I realize, I have sent only lyrics these days. so, here the quotes:

"Human is like a group of hedgehogs seek to become close to one another in order to share heat during cold weather. They must remain apart, however, as they cannot avoid hurting one another with their sharp quills. Though they all share the intention of a close reciprocal relationship, this may not occur for reasons they cannot avoid."

It's from Arthur Schopenhauer and it is an anology about the challenges of human intimacy. 

If You Ever Come Back

If you're standing with your suitcase
But you can't step on the train
Everything's the way that you left it
I still haven't slept yet


And if you're covering your face now
But you just can't hide the pain
Still setting two plates on the counter but eating without you


If the truth is you're a liar
Then just say that you're okay
I'm sleeping on your side of the bed
Goin' out of my head now


And if you're out there trying to move on
But something pulls you back again
I'm sitting here trying to persuade you like you're in the same room


And I wish you could give me the cold shoulder
And I wish you could still give me a hard time
And I wish I could still wish it was over
But even if wishing is a waste of time
Even if I never cross your mind


I'll leave the door on the latch
If you ever come back, if you ever come back
There'll be a light in the hall and the key under the mat
If you ever come back
There'll be a smile on my face and the kettle on
And it will be just like you were never gone
There'll be a light in the hall and the key under the mat
If you ever come back if you ever come back now
Oh if you ever come back if you ever come back


Now they say I'm wasting my time
'Cause you're never comin' home
But they used to say the world was flat
But how wrong was that now?


And by leavin' my door open
I'm riskin' everything I own
There's nothing I can lose in a break-in that you haven't taken


And I wish you could give me the cold shoulder
And I wish you can still give me a hard time
And I wish I could still wish it was over
But even if wishing is a waste of time
Even if I never cross your mind


I'll leave the door on the latch
If you ever come back, if you ever come back
There'll be a light in the hall and the key under the mat
If you ever come back
There'll be a smile on my face and the kettle on
And it will be just like you were never gone
There'll be a light in the hall and the key under the mat
If you ever come back, if you ever come back now
Oh, if you ever come back, if you ever come back


If it's the fighting you remember or the little things you miss
I know you're out there somewhere so just remember this
If it's the fighting you remember or the little things you miss
Oh just remember this, oh just remember this


I'll leave the door on the latch
If you ever come back, if you ever come back
There'll be a light in the hall and the key under the mat
If you ever come back
There'll be a smile on my face and the kettle on
And it will be just like you were never gone
There'll be a light in the hall and the key under the mat
If you ever come back, if you ever come back now
Oh, if you ever come back, if you ever come back


And it will be just like you were never gone
And it will be just like you were never gone
And it will be just like you were never gone
If you ever come back, if you ever come back now 


by The Script

Incomplete Song

"Every heart sings a song, incomplete, until another heart whispers back. Those who wish to sing always find a song. At the touch of a lover, everyone becomes a poet."

-Plato- 

When I record somebody else's song, I have to make it my own or it doesn't feel right. I'll say to myself, I wrote this and he doesn't know it! It's by Johnny Cash. That's why I very often listen to a song. right now, I'm interested in Japan song currently. do you know vocaloid?

Second Go

How many times will the clock go around
How many times can my hands hit the ground
How many coffins before theres a crown
How far will I fall til the alarm sounds

How come you love me when I am ugly
Guess I can only hope

CHORUS
Give me a second go,
Dont let me go alone
You saw me at the worst,
You caught me falling first
All I wanted to know,
Give me a second go

No matter the weather theres never a break
Conquer a ladder then slip on a snake
Cried til my river turned into a lake
And Im wondering now before its too late

How come you save me when I am angry
Reasons Ill never know

CHORUS

One to five Im half alive, six to nine Im out of line
Ten to twelve Im not myself, by the millionth time
I cry.


by Lights

Kimi no Shiranai Monogatari

itsumodoori no aruhi no koto

kimi wa totsuzen tachiagari itta

"konya hoshi o mi ni yukou"

"tamani wa ii koto iunda ne"

nante minna shite itte waratta

akarimonai michi o

bakamitai ni hashaide aruita

kakaekonda kodoku ya fuan ni

oshitsubusarenaiyouni

makkurana sekai kara miageta

yozora wa hoshi ga furu youde

itsu kara darou kimi no koto o

oikakeru watashi ga ita

douka onegai

odorokanaide kiiteyo

watashi no kono omoi o

"are ga DENEBU, ARUTAIRU, BEGA"

kimi wa yubisasu natsu no daisankaku

oboete sora o miru

yatto mitsuketa orihimesama

dakedo doko darou hikoboshisama

kore ja hitori bocchi

tanoshigena hitotsu tonari no kimi

watashi wa nani mo ienakute

hontou wa zutto kimi no koto o

dokoka de wakatte ita

mitsukattatte

todoki wa shinai

damedayo nakanaide

sou iikikaseta

tsuyogaru watashi no okubyoude

kyoumi ga nai youna furi o shiteta

dakedo

mune o sasuitami wa mashiteku

aa souka sukininarutte

kou iu koto nan dane

doushitai? ittegoran

kokoro no koe ga suru

kimi no tonari ga ii

shinjitsu wa zankoku da

iwanakatta

ienakatta

nidoto modorenai

ano natsu no hi

kirameku hoshi

ima demo omoi daseruyo

waratta kao mo

okotta kao mo

daisuki deshita

okashii yo ne

wakatteta no ni

kimi no shiranai

watashi dake no himitsu

yoru o koete

tooi omoide no kimi ga

yubi o sasu

mujaki na koe de

by Supercell

Here's the link to my video.

Nameless Song-Len Kagamine

Good Enough

It seems the more we talk
The less I have to say
Let’s put our differences aside
I wanted to make you proud
But I just got in your way
I found a place that I can hide

Now everything is changing
But I still feel the same
We’re running out of time

What do I have to do
To try to make you see
That this is who I am
And its all that I can be

I tried to find myself
Looking inside your eyes
You were all that I was meant to be
There must be something else

Behind all the lies
That you have lead me to believe
Now everyone is saying
That I should find a way
To leave it all behind

What do I have to do
To try to make you see
That this is who I am
And its all that I can be

What do I have to do
To try to make you see
Trying to be like you
isn’t good enough for me

I wont let you go
I wont let you down
I wont give you up

don’t you give up on me now
What do I have to do
To try to make you see
That this is who I am
And its all that I can be

What do I have to do
To try to make you see
Trying to be like you
isn’t good enough for me
What do I have to do
To try to make you see
Trying to be like you
isn't good enough for me


by Lifehouse